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yesterdae was so fun...

2005-01-15T11:20:00.000-08:00

hi guys...wanna noe wad happen yesterdae?? i went to church wif some of my frendz...den my cell leader Sis Jo, she brought her cousin along...n guess wad?? her cousin is frm Fairfield Sec... Sec 1G...LoL...so cool...hmm...he's ok lar...but abit blur...den after fellowship, i went to IMM to collect my contact lens...hmm...actally nth much to say lor...hmm...lata goin out...ok lar...nth much le..byebye!!

thE DayZ In sCHooL.... I've FOunD A peRSon WHom I LiKe...

2005-01-14T00:05:00.000-08:00

hi guys...sry for not updating arh..cuz my com crush...heehee..the days in Fairfield Sec was so fun! den we got our own locker...(i noe very lame but cuz last ear need to share...this year u hav ur own...) the Orinetationn was fun...esp the Talentime night...it was so fun..our class won the 1st Runner Up for the Talentime...i was singing wif some of my good frendz...den at the last part, it was my turn to sing le...den i realize tat my voice was coverin whoever was singing or wadsoever...so sianx lehx...nth to do...2dae is a 14 of Jan 05...it was so fun esp in GB... they hav Drills... so fun...when ever i'm doin the drills...i will actally laugh...duno y...mayb bcuz i'm crazy or wad..LoLx...Melvin so shuai...heehee...but i've found a person whom i lyk frm my class...his 1.55 around 6cm shorter den me lor....but his kinda cute....veri playful but when comes to studies he veri serious...duno y...but in class arh...always tok to chester 1....heehee...sianx

hmm...abt tat guy whom i lyk he lyks soccer....LoLx...is 1 of my fav sports too...heehee...juz receive a msg frm him...so nice..LoLs...
u guys would think i no taste lor..but i still lyk him alot lor...his's 1 of the best guy in my whole entire life...LoLs...sianx...

guess wad?? my height is 1.61...den my weight is 40.3kg i think....i duno lar..4get liao..cannot belive lor...i so light...boohoohoo...i surely under weight de lor... :(

~hAiX...i WaNnA b WiF u...~ Eugene

2004-12-23T21:28:00.000-08:00

haix...all i wanna is b wif u...y can't i juz b wif u??y can't u juz gimme a chance?? Y??
i reallie lyk u...plz??
i wanna cry...when the day u told me tat "we are still young"..."juz treat me as a brother"...
haix...22/12/04 <=The Day That I Was HeartBroken....

~hAiX...[x]LiFeIsSoMiSeRaBlE[x] y DoN hE uNdErStAnD??

2004-12-16T21:41:00.000-08:00

haix...now is 9.30pm lor..so tired..but..haix..never mind..now listening to Perfect 10..tell u arh..tat radio station rawks! hmm...oh ya...tml i goin ice skating..long time never ice skate le...tml will b my 2nd time ice skating...hm...wondering who m i goin wif?? i goin wif my cell group members...so cool!! haix..but now to tat time is still long lor..i still have to do hsework now..haix... hav to wash the clothes & light up the clothes lor..so sianx..i don wanna do but mux do..i also still haven't shower..(so pai seh) heehee...but goin to le..after doin the hsework...haix...Life is so Miserable..haix...Y?? Y?? Y?? why don he understand how much i love him? WHY?? he told me tat we shld leave it to fate n let fate decide...haix..i don blive in fate...haix..i wanna cry..

"Y isix always the boy whom i love veri much is always the boy who love 1 of my Sworn Sister's??"

WHY??TELL ME??WHY??

"WILL ANI1 TELL ME??WILL ANI1 TELL ME??PLEASE!!I REALLIE NEED AN ANSWER"

"I REALLIE CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HIM!!!"

"I'M REALLIE TIRED OF WAITING 4 U...I'M TIRED...WHEN CAN I STOP WAITING & B UR GF??"

"PLEASE TELL ME"

y CaN't U aLL uNdErStAnD mE?? y??

2004-12-03T02:15:00.000-08:00

hey guys...sry for not posting arh...i keep playin runescape tat's y...i damn sad lor 2dae...go Tiffany's hse for her b'dae celebration...starting veri happy de...den when my frendz & i reached Cine tat time...Tiffany, Charmain, Patrick & Cherie...they all were in the cinema le...nvr wait for us..den we all veri angry...den after tat Alcinda, Jeanette, Daneille, Jacquline & I, all of us went to buy Tiffanys present...we went to the shop named "More Than Words"...den the shop is so nice lor..the things also lar...heehee..price veri reasonable..things veri nice & cute..etc...heeheeX...den after awhile, we saw Isabelle & Grace...they both were 2gether...den we juz walk up to them & say "hi"... den all of us finish buyin le den went dwn to B1 to eat at a shop named "The Cafe' Cartel" we ordered alot of food lehx...den altogether is $54.70...den we all so shock lor...lolX..but managed to pay lar of cuz...heehee...Jacquline paid around $30..den Alcinda paid $6...den the rest paid $4..heehee...& i'm 1 of them...so good hor...i ordered a dulex ice cream..2 scoop de...den i told the person say i want 1 scoop of cookies & cream & 1 scoop of strawberry...den in the end they gimme wrong 1...1 scoop of chocolate & 1 scoop of vanilla...haix..b4 they serve us the food...Isabelle & Grace disappered...den after awhile..they den come bac... When they came bac...they suddenly gimme b'dae present...wah...den i was so shocked lor..lolx...haix...den Jeanette, Daneille, Jacquline & Alcinda Jie Jie bought me a basketball...they all share $ to buy...den i heard tat the ball cost around $60...den i was so shocked again...lolX...haix..so sianx now..lolx...den Jacquline again bought me a "Piggy" for me..a small 1 de...for me Christmas...so cute lehx...heeheeX...den after all these...we went to play acrade...so fun...den Alcinda, Isabelle, Grace & I, all of us went to take neoprints....so nice lehx...me & all of them take...how i wish i can take wif Patrick...jux the 2 of us...haix..but i think this won't come true de lar..haix..it will never de...mostly....heeheeX...

h@ix...life suxz for me...i feel so miserable... :(

2004-11-08T21:40:00.000-08:00

hi guys...2dae got charity sale in sch from 9am - 4.30pm den i was dere lor...even not my shift i also go lehz.. heeheex...but around afternoon time i was standing on a chair shouting & asking ppl to buy the woody pals frm our class store...den after a few mins i felt veri tired so i wanted to take a break..den i sat dwn on the chair...after a few sec...i started to hav headache..i drink a packet of green tea...so i felt much better...den after my break i stand on the chair & started shouting & asking ppl to buy things from our store, the headache came bac again..i feel lyk fainting...so i slowly sat on the chair again & asking ppl whether do they hav panadol... den i went around asking my frendz...they all said no..so i went to ask Patrick, den he ask me who needs it, so i juz say is me...den he say u not feeling well isiz...?? den i juz say ya...den he say he go over to Dover dere n buy 4 me, so i say don 1 lar...den i juz go back to my store dere n take a rest lor... haix...so happy tat my class things were all sold out...not even a single thing left...aniwaez, thru this, i wanna thank Patrick Lim frm 6A for helping my class store to sell chocolates.... so Patrick, on my behalf for the whole class, i wanna say a big, "THANK YOU"... :)

~haix..long time never update le...~

2004-11-06T15:41:00.000-08:00

hi...sry arh..long time never update...i've forgotten abt this...till Chen Xing remind me..aniwaez, juz wanna tell u ppl tat Chen Xing is now is my frend liao....after so long of thinking...i also dun 1 2 leave Primary sch wif so many ppl whom i hate..i don 1 2 leave a bad impression...i rmb Jia Xin say tat in my sch got alot of ppl hate me...now.. i'm sure tat weather i m a good frend or a bad 1...i guess i m a bad 1...many ppl dun lyk me nowadaez....i guess i'm too overbored wif my attitude...i find tat my attitude suxs...i guessi'm not a good frend... so i guess u ppl whom i noe stay a distance away... esp my good frendz + AV ppl & my classmates... "I'M NOT A GOOD FREND!!!" :(

h@iX..i've broke up wif samuel le..

2004-10-16T18:15:00.000-07:00

hiax... on 14th October...i wrote a letter to Samuel n told him tat i wanna break up wif him.. den the next day...Shawn told me tat my note made a big hole in his heart... haix..now i duno wad to do..mani ppl ask y i wanna break up wif him.. den i always answer n say tat cuz i hav no feelings n cannot find my happiness...haix..over at this blog, i juz wanna say Sorry Samuel..i hav no choice..

haiz..another day has past..back to this posting...damm sianz..

2004-10-09T14:04:00.000-07:00

hihi..bac to this bloody posting thingy..haiz...bloody suck lar my elder sis...she think she wad..bloody shit lar..also got her things also nvr pack..den all throw to me n blame me say i nvr pack...fuck off lar..idiot..

h@iZ..sHo m@nY tH!nGs h@pp3N b4 PsLe..

2004-10-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

haiz..now dunoe wad to do lor...sho many bad things happen b4 PsLe..3-4 dayz ago..i cried again lor..cuz of sth..haiz..now dunoe wad to do..shld i 4give anot...i also dunoe...now sho angry cuz tat stupid person lor..haiz..i dunoe wad to do..so confuse...can ani1 help??haiz..hope i'll get sum help aSaP..send me thru e-mail if u hav ani idea to help me...oh yar...2dae is Maths Psle..i find it easy but yet diffi...den Dorcas say when i take the maths paper...i look so stress up lehz...haiz..

hianz...i've cried in sch..

2004-09-30T19:02:00.000-07:00

hianz...this morning i was so damm sad lor...cuz of Shervin...he still angry wif me lehz...how...hianz...2dae during the concert tat time i pass message to Samuel den he read...den i ask him help me ask Shervin whether is he still angry wif me anot den he nvr answer...den Samuel ask again den Shervin ask him "Shut Up" lor...stupid...also not Samuel's fault..hianz...den i write n pass bac the message n ask Samuel to tell Shervin tat i don wanna b his Sister liao...den he lyke no reaction...so i den reply again n say: "HE DON CARE DEN DON CARE LOR..."hianz...den in the hall i cried a few times...i wanted to go to the toilet n cry but all the teachers are all in front so i nvr go...den when i return bac to class den my good frend Eunice ask me wad happen den i told her lor...den after tat i started to cry again...hianz...den Melanie came to comfort me...den i stop crying..hianz...now i'm veri confuse of wad to do nxt...den after sch Samuel told me tat Shervin was not angry wif me liao...but i didn't care nor bother liao...hianz..after my Study Class in sch wif Mrs Ho rite....i saw Ryan Foo's mom..he was spying on Shawn, Samuel & Shervin...i think his spying n telling wad's happening...hianz...i find tat she's abit busybody...pple's life also wanna care....hianz...

hianz...PsLe cuming soon...in another 2 or mayb 1daez time...wifout sat & sun + holidaez...

2004-09-29T19:38:00.000-07:00

help ahh....PsLe is tourturing me...now i'm getting bonkers soon...juz scare tat i'll go to normal tech...or mayb stay back arh..i sure die de...hianz...crazy liao...now my stress line is gonna snap soon...hianz..how i wish there's now such thing as Exam in this stupid world..."God! Tell me why do you want to have this word "EXAM" appear in my world??" WHY WHY!!!Tell Me..!!STRESS STRESS STRESS!!! i wanna juz end my life lyke tat!! idiot, stupid world..!!argh...i wanna jump dwn the building to end my life ahh... :'( sobX..sobX... hianz...now Shervin is still angry wif me lehz....how??wad shld i do??can sumone tell me??he has been ignoring me for 2-3 daez already...how?how??Shervin...is angry wif me...so angry...wif me...i dunoe wad to do...argh...

hianz...it's my fault again...always causing pple to get into trouble..

2004-09-29T19:07:00.000-07:00

hianz...i've cause Samuel to be grounded frm fone again..2 or 3rd time already...wad shld i do??!!hianz...i hate myself...y muz i be addicted to the fone??hianz...if i could turn back time, i wouldn't want to or shld i say touch the fone...hianz...it's all my fault..aRgH....MY FAULT!! always my FAULT!!sobX..sobX...how i wish i wasn't born in this world...or shld i say got bang dwn by a car or wadeva so tat i could juz end my life!!den all these things wouldn't be happening...hianz... :'( next time..i'll never call more den 3 times...hianz... :'( :'( my FAULT!! now i dunoe how to face Samuel liao le.... :'( if Samuel, u r reading wadeva i'm writing, i juz wanna say SORRY~!!

hianz...PsLe listening sux...

2004-09-18T22:45:00.000-07:00

~~hianz...2dae was my PsLe listening eng & chinese...den the chinese was so diffi 4 me..many ppl also say veri diffi...hianz..den the teacher talk so slow lyke dunoe wad sh!t lar..hianz...life sux!!esp during PsLe~~

wah...so many b'dae in 1 shot...den sumore my frend wei jie's b'dae is on our PSLE listening compre dae...

2004-09-16T22:42:00.000-07:00

hey! u guys koe wad?? so many b'dae in 1 shot u koe?? 1st Yee Foong den Daryl den Wei Jie...hianz...poor me...but i nvr buy present 4 Yee Foong & Daryl...onli 4 Wei Jie..heeX..hianz...i hate P6 life..so sucky de...so many homework rite now..crazy Mrs Ho..always give homework de...i'm goin bonkers soon...hianz..but hor, i veri bad de.. always go sch damm early den copy frm my frendz...heeX...wah lao..PSLE listening compre this sat...den Wei Jie's b'dae is on sat also..hianz..er..i sit rite in front lehz..so fun de...den hor, can listen veri clearly...but hope it don blast can liao...or else my ear will bust..haha..lol..jk jk..

hianz...not again...another case of the mrt thingy..

2004-09-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

hianz...y all this pple wanna die in this kind of way??hav u guys ever think of that question??hianz..i bet their family members sure will be damm sad de lor..sumore go around 5 case within mayb around 2-3 months..*sigh* now abt the bird-flu also...now every egg cost 60-cent...den every 1 box of 10 is $6...so ex lor...y they are so ex?? *yawn*

hianz...cough when can my cough get lost??hianz...2dae i woke up, den play the com till lyke crazy..

2004-09-11T19:39:00.000-07:00

hianz...life sux..i wonder when will the best dae of my life start...i'm so upset wif wad i'm doin rite now...always or mayb everydae use the com...play play play...i wanna stop this but i can't!! i reallie need help...can asni1 help me??i'm hook onto this stupid computer...esp the game called "runescape"!!hianz...i can't help it...if i nvr play or mayb use the com 4 alest 2 times, i'll die...hianz..tat's y i say, life suxs..i want or mayb reallie want to work hard...but i juz can't help it...i need help!!!!! n abt my cough...i hate it...it irritates me u koe...everydae, wake up, i'll start to cough...den i muz cough my harders...so to get the pain out..hianz..now, everydae, i don study...i onli koe how to use the com n watch tv...help!!i want to change my lifestyle..can ani1 e-mail me n tell me wad to do? my e-mail is: best_jumpper_runner@hotmail.com ...thxz..

hianz...hope my grandfather will b alright..

2004-09-09T21:19:00.000-07:00

hianz...2dae i went to visit my grandfather at "Singapore General Hospital"...when we reached there i was so glad to see him now feeling veri well..hianz..now i'm juz thinking when will he be discharged..~yeah~tml i'm be goin out wif my frendz to Jurong Point to watch movie..(The Cinderlla Story)..mani of my frendz say tat it's veri nice..i've watched the advertisment..the part where they show it's seems quite nice...now i'm feeling veri excited!!heeX..lol..

hianz...grandfather in hospital....tml wanna go watch movies sumore...

2004-09-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

hianz...help help!! i wanna go watch the cinderlla story lehz...but i cannot cuz of my grandfather...his in the hospital cuz of asmatic lor... :'( sobX..sobX...juz now i asked my mom whether can i still go n watch the movie den straight after tat i go n c my grandfather...hianz...wasted...i waste my breathe to ask... :'( hianz...i only can go if they can change the time to 2-3+pm lor...hianz...juz wondering can they change anot...hopefully they can...if not i cannot watch.. :'( hianz...help help!!pray 4 me hor...haha..lol..joking, joking...juz hope will do...

hianz...grandfather in hospital....tml wanna go watch movies sumore...

2004-09-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

hianz, can sumone help me??i wanna watch movies lehz...but so suddenly my mom told me tat my grandfathe is in the hospital bcuz of asmastic....i wanna cry!!help help!!:'( sobX...sobX...den juz now i asked my mother whether can i still go n watch den straight after tat den go c my grandfather at "Singapore General Hospital"...hianz...sianz arh...hopefully all my frendz can change the time to 2-3+pm...plz pray 4 me lor... :) ~~heeX..~~jk jk...need not pray lar...juz hope will do...

hianz..stupid...hate to scold pple but i can't help it...

2004-09-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

hianz...can someone help me??all bcuz of tat "SCX"...it's actally not our fault to scold him...but many of us juz can't help it....u juz simply come into my blog and ask pple to "fuck off" lor...wad kind of attitude is this man??and some more, this is my blog, not his, he has no rite to ask pple to "fuck off" rite??agree wif me anot??hianz...wad a frend i had!! i regreted having this kind of frendz...i think is all bcuz of fate....fate made us do this to him...so can't blame me!! neither my frendz too!!

hIaNz...cOm GoT vIrUs...cAnNoT uPdAtE bLog..

2004-08-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

hianz, so bad lor..sth happen to my com den onli can use MSN...hianz, till now den my sis found out a way to open the explorer...now during this period of time, got Prelim lehz, so sianz...Oh yar, 2dae was the Maths Paper, i didn't get to finsh coz i was thinkin of 1 particular promblem sum...i was thinking n writing till i wanna die lehz..so diffi lor..sumore is 3 maths veri super teacher set 1... Mdm Koh, Mrs Ho & Ms Tan....all this maths teacher super pro 1 lor..hianz..Oh yar, another thing, u koe wad? after the maths paper rite? the gals went to get their bags 1st, so i purposely walk by the bac door den i say veri loudly : "Action Barbie, no friendz & too BAD!!" lolz...i koe lar, i veri bad rite?? hee~ i'm lyke this, wad can i do? lolZ..(hope u guys don mind)

hianz...so many homework, so sleepy n sick...

2004-08-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

hianz, wad a bad day i had 2dae, i lost my correction pen during tution time n now have to do so many homework..tat's why i hate PSLE...hianz, now i understand wad have the ppl gone thru during this period of time..hianz, chinese everyday got listening in class, sumore got test everyday, den muz learn frm chapter to chapter...as for maths, always do problem sums but i still think is good lar...hee~ den science almost this whole week is 3hrs of it...i'm goin bonkers soon..so stressed up...day in day out work, work & work...oh yar, yesterday 23 pple frm my class went detention room to do homework coz sum nvr finish up sum section..hianz, i'm so ashamed coz i'm 1 of them..but it was quite fun in there coz no nag's.. :) hee~but when go up tat time got a small scolding..hianz, i'm so dead lorX...

hAnIz...So MaNy ThInGz HaPpEn In A dAy..I'm GoIn HaEwAy..BoNkEr'S tOo...

2004-08-17T05:04:00.000-07:00

hianz...Samuel's mom found about me...hianz, i'm gonna bonkers..all because of SCX...all his fault..get me into this trouble lor..die liao...i'm juz worried tat she go n tell Mdm Koh or even Mrs Ho..man!i'm so dead...can ani1 help me??

aHhH!!mY oRaL eXaM <--------pSlE...

2004-08-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

¤oh my! my oral teacher look lyke a monster <--------female teacher... her eye lesh!! she put 2 colours n it don even match wif her eye or instead her face...her face is so damm flat lyke a piece of paper..lolX..okok...let's talk about my english oral..i find tat i hesitated alot lor den sumore i paused at the wrong time...i think i failed my oral..next week is my chinese..i'm so scare of chinese...i can predict tat my teacher is sure a women n man...hianz, i think i'm gonna die veri veri soon...i'm juz veri worried tat i can't go express...hianz, mom will sure kill me 1...my 2nd sis so good lor, last time got private tutor, den i don hav sumore i muz do self-studies lor...i cannot do self-studies 1 lor...die die die!!can sumone help me?!¤

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2004-08-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

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yesterdae was so fun...

thE DayZ In sCHooL.... I've FOunD A peRSon WHom I LiKe...

~hAiX...i WaNnA b WiF u...~ Eugene

~hAiX...[x]LiFeIsSoMiSeRaBlE[x] y DoN hE uNdErStAnD??

y CaN't U aLL uNdErStAnD mE?? y??

h@ix...life suxz for me...i feel so miserable... :(

~haix..long time never update le...~

h@iX..i've broke up wif samuel le..

haiz..another day has past..back to this posting...damm sianz..

h@iZ..sHo m@nY tH!nGs h@pp3N b4 PsLe..

hianz...i've cried in sch..

hianz...PsLe cuming soon...in another 2 or mayb 1daez time...wifout sat & sun + holidaez...

hianz...it's my fault again...always causing pple to get into trouble..

hianz...PsLe listening sux...

wah...so many b'dae in 1 shot...den sumore my frend wei jie's b'dae is on our PSLE listening compre dae...

hianz...not again...another case of the mrt thingy..

hianz...*cough* when can my cough get lost??hianz...2dae i woke up, den play the com till lyke crazy..

hianz...hope my grandfather will b alright..

hianz...grandfather in hospital....tml wanna go watch movies sumore...

hianz...grandfather in hospital....tml wanna go watch movies sumore...

hianz..stupid...hate to scold pple but i can't help it...

hIaNz...cOm GoT vIrUs...cAnNoT uPdAtE bLog..

hianz...so many homework, so sleepy n sick...

hAnIz...So MaNy ThInGz HaPpEn In A dAy..I'm GoIn HaEwAy..BoNkEr'S tOo...

aHhH!!mY oRaL eXaM <--------pSlE...

¤hEy GuY's¤welcum to my blogy...

hianz...cough when can my cough get lost??hianz...2dae i woke up, den play the com till lyke crazy..